Feeling like this is all in my Imagination! But it's not!

My employer received my doctor's note today. It's so messed up as the last few days I'm feeling semi normal, though I have some fatigue and small headache. Is the Western Blot true, ie have the antibiotics started doing what they are supposed to?

My head sill gets loopy and I still have those memory fogs and dialogue difficulty somewhat. In my gut, I know something is still wrong. I just don't know how to handle feeling a little bit better. Were my symptoms simply the results of my anxiety? but everything I have shared about my struggle with lyme happened.

I am sure The School (my employer) is asking my doctor for additional tests etc. to back up what she so succinctly wrote in the letter. I'm waiting for her to get back to me about tests etc. . I have been emailing her too much. I do that alot and I hate that. I am trying to work on that. I just get so wrapped up in fear.

Another day.

Hope you are all ok.

Flops